So I was thinking. Dangerous, I know.
If I very objectively look at my life and all the really cool stuff I get to do? It's pretty bad-ass.
In fact? If I knew someone who got to do the cool stuff I get to do? I would totally think they were bad-ass.
I don't think I'm bad-ass.
I think I suck. Ass, even.
I'm trying to figure out why this is. I'm trying to figure out why on Earth it's never enough. Why nothing is ever, ever going to be enough.
I don't get terribly philosophical all the time, as evidenced by the amount of times I use words like "douchelord" and "peen" in every day conversation, but I really think I'm kind of messed up.
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I feel much the same. Very often, in fact. I don't know why it's never enough, either. They really need a repair shop for chicks like us...
I figure that is how life works. If you never wanted a little more from life, you'd become apathetic, right? You don't seem apathetic about life and clearly love your family, friends, job, and stuff you have and do do!
I disagree - you are not messed up... just totally normal. It's rarely enough for any of us because rarely do we stop and acknowledge these things. Also? I love when you use the word peen. :)
No way. You rock out loud. Because we're freakishly alike, and it's pretty much known world wide how hard I rock... :) LOL
Don't be so hard on yourself. I think you're amazing. Every single day. xoxo
I think looking at your life through someone else's eyes might indeed be a very good start in realizing just how awesome you are, and just how far you've come.
I think looking at your life through someone else's eyes might indeed be a very good start in realizing just how awesome you are, and just how far you've come.
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