Thursday, December 24, 2015

What do you want for Christmas?

No one asked me, but I'll tell you anyway.

I want peace.

Yes, peace on earth would be amazing but to be honest with you, I'd settle for peace in my head and my heart.

I would like peace for my anxiety. Frankly, I'd like for that lying bitch to shut up forever, but since we all know that ain't happening, I'd settle for a little peace. And quiet. Lots of quiet. Especially while I'm trying to sleep.

I would like peace in my heart regarding my job and how very unappreciated I feel every day of my life.

I would like peace about my children graduating high school in less than six months.

I would like, especially, to make peace with my own body and all of it's imperfections.

That is what I want for Christmas.

Also, a new yoga mat.

But mostly the peace.


Jill said...

I hear you. I'm dealing with a hell of a lot of anxiety and some post partum depression thrown in. I can't do anything but cry and feel terrified. I come to the internet in hopes someone can give me something to laugh about...

just 'being' is tiring.

Jenski said...

{{hugs}} And since when are your children old enough to graduate from high school?!

Hope you had some restful time over the Christmas weekend.