Saturday, January 16, 2010

Tapped out.

I? Am useless.

Lots and lots and lots of things are happening, but I'm unmotivated to write about any of them. Some of the reason I'm unmotivated is because, well, some of it sucks. I've found out that wanting things to get better? Is really just not enough to get them better. Imagine.

For the most part, though, I'm just going through life.

Being a wife is hard. Being a mother is hard. Being an employee is hard. Being a human being is hard.

Duh, right?

So I'm trying to take stock. I'm trying to figure out what's really important.


I'll let you know when I figure it out. Or at least get it all in order. Until then? I might just be useless.

7 comments:

CPA Mom said...

Useless? NEVER.

Tapped out, overwhelmed, discouraged maybe but never Useless.

Much loved too.

love and hugs, ME

M said...

Oh LOOOOOOOORD how I hear you sister. Oh yes. Oh yes I do.

mythoughtsonthat said...

Peace.

judy in ky said...

Why are we here, anyway? Nobody knows. I think what's important is to be kind to each other and just do the best we can.

elle said...

Self awareness and change is a process....it doesn't happen over night and it doesn't happen just because we want it to. You hang in there girl! The pieces will start falling into place eventually!

SJ said...

"For the most part though, I'm just going through life."

Me too girl, me too. I've had a lot on my mind lately, a lot to think about, a lot to accomplish and I just can't seem to get out of the mud I'm in. Such a horrible feeling but it is what it is. *sigh*

Here's to some much needed sunshine. Let's hope it comes soon.

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