But I am.
I was supposed to go to the gynecologist today. (Sorry, I probably should have warned that this is a massive over share. My apologizes) For my annual exam and to talk about if I need a mammogram again and oh, and also? To see if there is anything possible at all that I can do to get pregnant.
I have very little hope that this will ever happen, mind you. It's a very, very, very long and complicated story and I really don't want to get into it (especially not now while my head weighs about 200lbs), but yeah.
I'm thirty-four in four days.
It's pretty much now or never.
I'm thinking never. But I'm humoring everyone here.